19 marzo 2009

deep, not here
the biggest sense of hate u
always an excuse, take it from this hot male
away
alternate reality of this moment
just like a rock
no feeling no thinkin
stupid behaviour
double sense of all of this and that
try it, it's funny
this pain goes on
better 4 times a day
so intense, like my mental landscapes
stop watching my painting, is not included myself
with you, just a big, huge red stain
take me trhow me
like a dump of garbage
cos the guys of my type need a wonderful death
after the mind, a feeling of destruction

just follow my flesh made map
day to day
don't say a thing
do not
come home
ask why
ask when
say where

wait for many things
believe in changes
give a gift

ask for
call
text
cry
start thinkin of me
try to be u & i
forget my life
love [is this?]

18 marzo 2009

is destiny an obligation?, impossible to break the chain of life
is it a jinx? or is it a mental disease?
how to explain the ways it has to show day today

2...they...4
holiday
gift of they
house of her
not included in the pack
self importance only
when i look into past, i can see near future
togetherness but not here
forget me
i thought my watch was wrong
don't know what's the diference
can you tell me?

need some thinking
but thinkin well, vvery well
not in other socks or other ring,
take my own
me, me, me, me, me, me, me
round, round, round, round
just, just, just, just
i just wanna be happy
and sometimes is not a support
well is not
not thinking bout me
just don't care
no time, no feel, not trying at all
tired, thinkin

at this time don't now how to go back
but i need to
maybe, but i have to
need to see the way of taking this away
cos i'm so confused
it's not the same again
but now can't stand in this side of nothing
my two insides became a proof of many yours
not enough marks,
many scars i want to delete
and also create

my changes came dos por my need
no need, some broken parts in those long motnhs
i thought ut was a full lenght track
in a new bad way
i can't pretend to be alone
when i walk
it's hard to know what you're thinkin'
long wait, no time
so much time
sleep, don't want to
i can't
in mind, a lie, one more

losing control
can't fin trust in my shoes
cruel talk, sick mind at phone
two minus three
stop me now
future, stresses me out
lost in a 12 hours thought
traveling
[michi's palace event dos]

17 marzo 2009

02 marzo 2009

sEEING rED dOS

tASTE mY lIVIGNG pASSION
fLESH nIGHT
aDDICTED tO bONES